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ive been sleeping a lot i think i have a problem [Sep. 16th, 2004|10:08 pm]
[Current Mood |restlessrestless]
[Current Music |overdue-Muse]

it was no school today

yesterday was a dissapointment i fell asleep so many times that i didnt get to go out n do anything. which is ironic because i wouldve gotten into some shit if i went to the place i was suppossed to go. somehow iam always lucky like that. its so weird i think that i might actally be the luckies person i know. i remeber when i used to call in to the radio station n win shit all the time it was crazy.

today we were suppossed to go to joes
didnt happen because were all to way unorgainzed
so i went to the mall with raissa n lesya instead

iam in love with a new band that i heard when i was in france there so awesome there called muse

well thats it for my update

Tommorows friday yay
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i wanna get lost with you [Aug. 22nd, 2004|04:52 pm]
[Current Mood |calmcalm]

omg the freshman/sophmores are such dumbasses! one of them busted a window of a house to get a bottle of fucking whiskey! i mean nobody really lives there so it wasent that bad but he cut his hand up so fucking bad n had to go 2 the hospital to get stiches. what a fucking idiot.

the police at film fest r really fucked up there beating up kids now. some1 told me that the police picked them up their neck n through them. thats messed up at least theres only one more day of this though. i didnt get kicked out either! i was really close to it 2 last night.

i went driving with my dad 2day in the strathmore parking lot place it was cool.

2day's the last day of film fest. it wasent all that great though but it does suck that its gonna be over i had some good times. the ending of film fest always marks the end of summer its sooo sad. n i have no idea how iam going to be getting to school in the morning this year cause iam deff not taking the damn bus.

well anyways iam out

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(no subject) [Aug. 21st, 2004|12:54 pm]
[Current Music |mezz'ora-zeroasolute]

hey whats up. yesterday shari came to film fest yay! i havent seen her in a while cause she lives kinda far. yea is sucks having best friends live far. anyways i actally sat down n watched the whole movie this time thats a first. film fest deffinetly isnt as good as it was last year it was sooooo awesome last year but w/e its still cool iam meeting ppl there n stuff.

so my sis is coming today from france. i kinda like being an only child while she was away n having the house all to myself during the day so it kinda sucks.

i cant believe theres like one more week of summer. i didnt get to have all these crazy times i wanted to happen cause i was in france in stuff. i guess next year is gonna have to be the crazy summer.
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(no subject) [Aug. 21st, 2004|01:20 am]
My inner child is sixteen years old today

My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.

How Old is Your Inner Child?
brought to you by Quizilla

its as old as iam! yay iam still a child......????? uhh wtf

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i wanna go to beautiful [Aug. 12th, 2004|11:26 pm]
[Current Music |india arie]

I wanna go to place where I am nothing and everything
That exists between here and nowhere
I wanna got to a place time has consequence oh yeah
The sky opens to my prayers

I wanna go to beautiful, beautiful, beautiful,
I wanna go to beautiful, beautiful, beautiful,
I wanna go to beautiful, beautiful, beautiful,
I wanna go to beautiful, beautiful, beautiful,

But I need to find a place were I can breathe
I can breathe
I wanna go to place were I can hold the intangible
And let of the pain with all my might

I wanna go to a place where I am suspended in ecstasy
Some where between dark and light
Where wrong becomes right

I wanna go to beautiful, beautiful, beautiful,
I wanna go to beautiful, beautiful, beautiful,
I wanna go to beautiful, beautiful, beautiful,
I wanna go to beautiful, beautiful, beautiful,
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(no subject) [Aug. 12th, 2004|02:07 pm]
[Current Mood |contentcontent]
[Current Music |killing me softly-the fugees]

WOOHOO i got my permit 2day! i got all the questions right too. hehe i am happy

yesterday was pretty cool i got to see some nbhood ppl and stuff. i hung out with natasha n joe and weirdly enough mary this girl in the nbhood who normally will never chill with us and just seems to make up excuses for why she cant. it was cool though we chilled at strathmore around the mansion and there was a really good concert goin on. it was like real music it was like r&b n stuff n they were playing lauren hill n stuff. it was mostly black ppl there dancing but the white ppl that were there were dancing were sooo funny haha. later on me an joe came back to dance n stuff it was a fun. then i chilled with ali her friend n the next door nieghbor cause she was having a sleep over there. yea we talked n stuff n then i went home at like 1.

fun shit. film fest is 2morrow but its a shityy movie n i think its suppossed to rain. iam starting to think film fest is gonna suck cause i alot ppl rnt gonna be able to come n stuff.

ehh anyways
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mother fucker!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [Aug. 11th, 2004|03:18 pm]
ok god dosent want me to drive

the first time i go take take my permit test it was closed because it was the the 3rd of july so holiday...so we have to go allllll the way back home

the second time i go to take it take it which was yesterday i forget my passport for identification...and again we have to go allll the way back home

now today i went to take the test and i couldnt pass the eye test cause i didnt bring my glasses....so i had to go alll the way back home

if i go back 2morrow and take the test ill probably get hit by a car in the parking lot and die or something

dammit i dont even wanna drive anymore
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well... [Aug. 10th, 2004|11:16 pm]
[Current Music |K maro- femme like you]

well iam back from france. which is very awesome ive missed home so damn much like no one can even imagine. i love america. i really mean that. mostly because of all the little things.

i wish that i could sit here n write about all the amazings things that happened in france but i really dont have the patience and motivation to.

but i do wanna say one thing about it. i found complete peace there. its amazing how peace makes u fell good its almost like happiness. its really amazing. france is so beatuful and where i was staying was amazing

around the first or second week i was there i went into the woods with my cousin, sister and some of the other kids staying at the house i was at. this wasent just the "woods". it was like something beautiful u have 2 kind of hike up there n when you get to a nice spot and you look around its beautful i didnt have a camera but i wish i wouldve taken a picture.

at first i was so bored there and i wanted to come home so badly but now iam glad that i was there. its nice to be on vacation. i dont mean just summer i mean vaction away from everyone. you really get to think. its hard to think about where you are when your there but when you step outside of where you are and you look at in perpective its nice.

my french is pretty good now and i have way less of an accent. when i was there a lotpeople just thought i was french.

i realized how much europe wants to be like amercia there. they play all these american music videos and stuff and movies that are dubbed. most of the films i saw on tv were all amercian and most of the music videos too. which is wierd cause i wouldnt really want to listen 2 music in another language if i didnt understand it.

its funny too hear what french people think about america. this is what they think
everyone in america
is fat
eats mcdonalds night and day
dosent eat rice
has no idea what yams are
and dosent play soccer

pretty weird

i thought a lot about happiness while i was there too and came to this conculsion

the kind of people who are happy find happiness in little things like a good nap, a piece of chocalte, talking to there friend on the fone for an hour, the fact that at least some of the people they love are still alive, having deep thoughts, a new favorite song, a funny joke, someone radndonly telling them they love them, looking at the clouds, having a deep conversation, being alive, learning from a mistake, making someone fell better, making someone laugh and the fact that at least the can walk and breath.

if you can be happy about little things like that your probably a happy person in general.

the kind of person who only finds happiness in things like a new job, a new pair of shoes, a vaction to hawaii, having a bf, ect. well never be as happy as the kind of people i just wrote about. all of those things can be taken away. and dont really count for shit when you think about it. your really just need to find happiness alone with nobodys help

if your just happy in all the tiny little things that anyone can have youll deffinetly be happy for a long time.

well at least thats what i think for right now.

anyways iam done with that

film fest is coming up and iam happy
i love my friends
even if they piss me off a lot

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iam back [Aug. 9th, 2004|04:22 pm]
[Current Mood |ecstaticecstatic]
[Current Music |tout envoyer en l'air-kyo]

i was in the sky
and i got right next to the clouds
i looked down at the ocean
all while i going 2000 mph

life is good
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Woohoo iam a euro! [Jul. 25th, 2004|07:01 pm]
hey Iam here in France of course. ive gotten so used to France its gonna be weird to come home. Omg iam gonna love it thought. Iam gonna be in my own house in my own bed. My own fridge my food. ooo its gonna be so nice. Ive started doin a lot of european stuff like riding a bike a lot goin n getting baguette bread in the morning for breakfast. Its pretty intersting to see there how they live there lives here. Ive been spending a lot of time on trains to. I went to a market today it was huge and had a lot of shopping so i got a lot of stuff cheap 2. well theres ppl so ill come bak later.

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